Rated M for Mature.

sorry.

i don’t ever use this dang thing anymore. shit’s been intense lately.

"I think there is something beautiful in reveling sadness. The proof is how beautiful sad songs can be. So I don’t think being sad is to be avoided. It’s apathy and boredom you want to avoid. But feeling anything is good, I think. Maybe that’s sadistic of me."

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Joseph Gordon-Levitt (via littleredmaurica)

seriously, this man speaks my thoughts. in love.

(via jenessyinparis, thespiritwolf)

wildeebeast:

every girl’s crazy bout a sharp dressed man

this crush on him hasn’t been since inception, it’s been since I first saw him in Angels in the Outfield.

Dreams in Digital

This reminds me of inception, very very much. Like it would be Cobb’s perspective of Mal.

Also, inception literally blew my mind. I haven’t been able to muster a logical thought all day.

Am I the only one that had dreams about Inception after watching it?

simonism:

dani-boi:

badnoodles:

fuckyeahinception:

wellduhjazmine:

the-architect-:

thelimitlesspotential:

hipstradamus:

Minimalist poster for Inception

Want.

i loved it

i wouldn’t read this if i were you.

i hadn’t gotten my period since before i got raped. it had been like 2 months. but i assumed it was just the anorexia or bulimia that put it off, because eating disorders do that, and stress. out of nowhere, i got this pain, it felt like someone kicked me in the crotch with a steel toe boot with 4 inch spikes on the front. my insides were contorted. i was burning up and i felt like i would have puked if i had eaten anything that entire week.

i shot for the bathroom, and when i looked down, blood was pouring out. i didn’t know what was wrong, i thought i was just getting my period. and then i was sitting on the toilet, because it hurt too much to stand. it was the equivalent to someone shoving a meat cleaver up my vagina. then, i heard a strange dripping noise.

when i looked down, i dry heaved. there was a little ball of cells floating in cherry red water, in the toilet. i knew the truth, i had to face it. i thought i was pregnant and i was attached to the idea of having a baby. i thought it would make everything better. i didn’t have anyone, so the baby would just love me for who i was.

i walked out of the bathroom, and my mom asked me what was wrong, and i said “i just got my period.” and she was so excited. she clapped and hugged me. but the moment we stopped, she was heartless. and i wanted to cry so bad. i was in so much pain. she gave me some pill to knock me out. i took it, but i just puked up fizz from it. it didn’t put me to sleep because everytime i closed my eyes, i saw that little thing, surrounded by blood.

i felt so fucked up. i couldn’t even look at myself, i knew i killed the kid myself. i knew i did it. i had razors hidden all over my room. i started on my legs. digging the razor in as deep as i could. i didn’t even feel it. all of a sudden, i broke down crying. i cried until everyone went to bed.

then i slipped into the bathroom, with my trusty razor and an exacto knife.

i licked the blade of the razor, until blood was pouring down my torso. it looked like a waterfall died red. it was enticing, seeing all the blood. until i thought of the scene in the bathroom earlier. i got horribly disgusted. then i knew i was worthless human crap, so i grabbed the exacto knife. i pressed that blade so hard into my vein, i could hear it pop. i never felt so fucking righteous in my life.

pretty soon, it was like i was watching a movie. i was so detached from my own body, i was floating over it. all the blood pooled on the floor, it looked beautiful.

i started a shower, because the blood was drying and i didn’t like how it felt.

but that was the last thing i remembered, because it all faded to black.

Day 02.

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What really inspires me? I am always inspired by things that happen in my dreams. Usually, my dreams are filled with stories that are just waiting to be written. Or they have beautiful scenes that I just hope to continue in a story or paint.

~~Day 01- Guilty pleasure~~
~~Day 02- Something that inspires you~~
Day 03- The five songs you would have with you on a desert island and why
Day 04- What you imagine paradise to be like
Day 05- A thank you letter to someone who has changed your life
Day 06- Earliest thing you can remember
Day 07- Favorite cover of your favorite song
Day 08- Someone you think would make a good president
Day 09- Five things you want to see change
Day 10- A dream you had this past week described in detail
Day 11- Favorite picture ever taken of yourself
Day 12- Your favorite musical artist’s life story
Day 13- A memory that never fails to make you laugh
Day 14- Best mashup you’ve ever heard
Day 15- A moment, phrase, or song that has changed your life the most
Day 16- Something that you want to do within the next five years
Day 17- What you want to remembered for
Day 18- A picture that makes you feel
Day 19- A passage from a book that has touched you
Day 20- A band that you immediately liked and the song that made you like them
Day 21- Your favorite medium of art
Day 22- Someone you would give your life up for without question
Day 23- Most awkward first impression you feel you’ve ever given
Day 24- Something you did as a child that other people remember you for
Day 25- Something you would do if no one stopped you or if you knew you wouldn’t fail
Day 26- Your definition of love
Day 27- Your definition of the meaning of life
Day 28- A moment you remember being completely happy in and a description of why you believe you were. What is your definition of happiness?
Day 29- What you live for
Day 30- Ways you believe you have grown over the past thirty days

Day 01. I’m wicked behind.

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My guilty pleasure is rereading the messages between me and the guy I like. And saving the texts that I think are cute.

And texting him “good morning” things, so he has something nice to see when he gets up for work.

~~Day 01- Guilty pleasure~~
Day 02- Something that inspires you
Day 03- The five songs you would have with you on a desert island and why
Day 04- What you imagine paradise to be like
Day 05- A thank you letter to someone who has changed your life
Day 06- Earliest thing you can remember
Day 07- Favorite cover of your favorite song
Day 08- Someone you think would make a good president
Day 09- Five things you want to see change
Day 10- A dream you had this past week described in detail
Day 11- Favorite picture ever taken of yourself
Day 12- Your favorite musical artist’s life story
Day 13- A memory that never fails to make you laugh
Day 14- Best mashup you’ve ever heard
Day 15- A moment, phrase, or song that has changed your life the most
Day 16- Something that you want to do within the next five years
Day 17- What you want to remembered for
Day 18- A picture that makes you feel
Day 19- A passage from a book that has touched you
Day 20- A band that you immediately liked and the song that made you like them
Day 21- Your favorite medium of art
Day 22- Someone you would give your life up for without question
Day 23- Most awkward first impression you feel you’ve ever given
Day 24- Something you did as a child that other people remember you for
Day 25- Something you would do if no one stopped you or if you knew you wouldn’t fail
Day 26- Your definition of love
Day 27- Your definition of the meaning of life
Day 28- A moment you remember being completely happy in and a description of why you believe you were. What is your definition of happiness?
Day 29- What you live for
Day 30- Ways you believe you have grown over the past thirty days